waiting there for you standing there for you

2006-07-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

ohmygawd..sorry haven updated for a long long seriously long time now
why??? not really sure can't think of what to update
in june there was bball camp which was a blast
omg.. i din't cry when the lights were off but when it was turned on
OMG... IT WAS LIKE MY EYES WERE LIKE LETTING WATER FLOW OUT
LIKE A TAP SO YA CRIED CRIED CRIED AND CRIED. went around hugging
my darling friends and ya some seniors not all but some
wait before the farewell part there was night walk infront me was guanyu infront of her was
mary-anne behind me was calyssa so ya many sec 3 kept coming to touch us celine tickled me
pui foong nana poot me so ya had fun
there was training too OMG... training was.....fun??
the first training less then 10 ppl
wednesday was school team training waited for valerie then went swimming
so fun to swim with valerie kept dancing in the water doing hand stands
did i mention i met my 2 cousin on dancenight.
anyway school started everything not as i imagine
i feel so stressed up i have like one strane of white now
more to come omg......anyway got a new HANDPHONE 3G..OMG...
PPL MY NEW NUMBER IS 96644041

2006-05-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

in the hotel room in pulau ubin now
tootsie keeps looking at sheremen
as if something wrong with him
but ya i do agree with tootsie
shermen keeps laughing because
seline keeps burping and singing ABC...
walau major funnyness wish orelia and petrina
here i will be more hyper and ya played 21 dian
i lost ended up drinking 2 small cans of coke
walau damn full...tootsie ate my small sausage
so irritating wanting to eat it so much.......:(
kelvin keeps clapping like nobody's business like that
seline leh keeps playing with my dear tootsie's fur
keeps trying to tie them up together like small two
pony tails damn weird coming back to singapore island on sunday
going to the beach early in the morning tmr
sharing bed with shermen hopefully we won't kick each other
when we sleep ok they having pillow fight now i am
practically bouncing up and down the bed cause of them
mentally unstabled ppl with me here!!!!!
really temptered to join in but down want la hyper liao
going to sleep soon don't want to miss the morning sunrise
mummy and daddy bring my camera to pulau ubin
forgot to bring it so now using shermens camera
going now wash up and head for bed bye!

2006-05-11T09:08:00.000+08:00

packing bagpack to go pulau ubin
with church friends from ssdvp(risen christ)
going there with 3 others
so little kids no family scary!!!!
meeting shermen at church before going
have to buy some bbq food to bring there
i am scared la go without family but quite fun
looking forward to it staying in one of the hotel there
heard it would be very deserted from kelvin
going to ride around the island i think up to the guys
2 girls and 2 boys and maybe my dog will go over too
ya la tootsie is going thanks mummy
my parents actually allow..... i growing up already independent!!!! (i think)
but whatever it is coming back to singapore on monday morning if i am not wrong
come back with the 3 of them seline sec 1 kelvin sec 2 and shermen sec 4
sleeping with them too as in same room
should really go pack my back already
don't want to trouble mummy and daddy bring the things i forget to pulau ubin
for me..........so really chiong now bye!!! will update when i am back if i am online means the laptop is on in the hotel so if i don't reply to you on msn sorry don't get angry espeacially serene orelia..... petrina and orelia coming my house again to help me pack i think ya la waiting for their
reply going now ....... trying not to miss the boat back home to bathe then off to ij primary for my younger sister linnitt birthday must remember to get her a present!!!!!
chiong-ing off now bye

2006-05-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

090506
serene orelia came my house
play play play use computer
then play play play
then serene wanted toupdate
her blog so ya she did she said
i was like a sealion clapping and laughing
beside her then say i play with my lingerie
that was total crapshit la say what
i showing my *ahems* to them
so i angry walk out of my room and started scolding
linnitt(mei mei) she thought she did something wrong
wth....becos of serene i shouted at my poor youngest
inocent sister wah pieng she nearly cried
felt guilty after scolding her
went back into my room and started laughing
orelia and serene left at 2.50+
-----------------tuition------------------------------
orelia came back with petrina
became very hyper after that started luaghing becos of orelia
the way she laughs make me go nuts
wah pieng after so much of laughing mummy came home
then walk orelia down then to petrina's house to send her back
going now chinese tmr better go do last minute revision

treasure your friendship at all times

2006-05-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

today morning met alyssa at central
walk to 711 outside wait for anna
went into school with them walked around
orelia darling came then valerie
anna followed valerie up to class to put her bag
then science exam did not understand anything at all
after exams dunno why anna valerie like dun friend orelia and i
then orelia and i play with serene and alyssa
then anna pulled the 2 of them away from us
so ya end up still orelia and i can't believe how this to can be pulled away
so easily to whoever that reads this
TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH THE FRIENDS YOU CAN TRUST
NOT THOSE UN WORTHY PPL THAT YOU CANNOT TRUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now and only now i know orelia is still my true best darling friend
not many ppl i can trust these few days espeacially .................................
but besides them i think i can still trust nearly everyone shan't talk abt
them already feel damn bloody angry with what happened
hating school life now why must ............................. make things so difficult
espeacially .......... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to .......
can't trust you anymore the secrets that i tell you
you tell the whole world cannot take it
not fit to be in class com.
to ........
dun like us just say dun have to keep acting
your acting ............ purlease.............
everytime show black face !
forget it la talk abt them they not happy
then will be more irritating in class
assholic non trust worthy bad at acting assholes on the run be careful ppl

hatred and lossing interest in basketball

2006-05-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

i am lossing interest in bball
dunno why i am like that but
I HATE IT, THE FEELING !!!
i dunno why la
i think i am going to hate bball
noo offence to the bballers k!
orelia and i are now too upset to talk abt basketball
so if you ever talk to us pls dun talk abt basketball
........ if you are ever reading this
orelia and i know you would tell the whole class
and the whole class willo start laughing at us
i know i should not have been choosen for prelim
school team and everything beacuse i am not a
good bballer sometimes you dunno how much you hurt
someone only if the person cries you will then and only then
understand how much you have them i know after
you read this you will not be happy and i talkabout it in class
sometimes you are really not cut out to be in the class comm.
shall stop here and start daydreaming abt my loss of basketball
I HATE THIS FEELING AND I AM SORRY
TOO ALL C DIV GIRLS GOOD LUCK
NO OFFENCE YA AFTER READING THIS!!!!
thanks for the support serene deborah lee alyssa orelia debra
jazreel valeriekoh lira carin thanks
missing you two too cheryl xy and cherie hope to see you two soon

major sadness

2006-05-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

I NOT IN SCHOOL TEAM!!!!!
major sadness walau
kept dreaming abt bball
no la wah peing feel like dying
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!
really cannot ta han walau
what the fucking hell is wrong with me
i knew i couldn't make it into school team
STILL CAN DREAM!!!!!
no use dreaming of things you know that will
make you upset and everything feel like dying
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
feel like quiting but thanks to many ppls support
decided to try again next year
definately with fiona inside i think i want to be in
CCA TEAM NEXT YEAR!!!
i should not think i think i will be in CCA team from now till sec5
go to hell with that dun feel like talking abt basketball la
lost my interest ..................................:(
shall hit the books la bye to you and basketball
congrats to those who got in
lynnette tan the ma tong
anna lim darling
valerie koh very cool
cherise nice girl
alyssa darling
jia her major meaness
deborah lee major niceness
carin my supporter
kim dun really know you
samantha tai tai zhi en
serene major sportyness
eliza cheang nice person
congrats !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not in bball school team

2006-05-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

after exams today stayed back play bball
went walking around the school
been seeing things due to.......
ms tan pasted something on the board
went to look all the names for c div
orelia lirong and i not selected
valerie anna and alyssa selected
congrats guys happy for you 3
weel should really hit some books now
dun wanna fail exams
will update more later if i have the time

weird!:)

2006-05-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

ok new blog here
have been having a bit of ups and downs
these few days feeling weird
have been having exams these few days
feeling stressed right now because have to revise
have not been paying attention in class
have been falling a sleep lucky never get caught
have been staying back also have been doing quite many weird stuff
today was history exam
i am going to fail then no bball camp!
can't make it for bball camp parents may not allow me to stay in school
not because of marks they have their 'own' reasons
meeting anna alyssa and maybe valerie k. outside 711 these few days
just like old times wanted to buy sweets to eat in class but who ask me
seat all the way infront wait get caught
cant stand it seating in front can't look around sleeping instead of checking the paper
or should i say answers feeling lertagic dunno how to spell but have been
feeling sleepy when i am not suppose too going to sllep now exams tmr....